Maternity Leave Ending
I promise that I’m still alive, y’all. Here’s the thing, I have to go back to work tomorrow and I’m really struggling with it. I always knew I would struggle with this but goodness, that was the fastest 12 weeks of my life. Before Baker arrived I could never comprehend the love I would feel for her and just how much I will miss spending my days with her. I’m feeling major mom guilt that we will be sending her to a sitter because I feel like someone else will be raising my child and it literally breaks my heart. Maybe it will get easier, but every time she looks at me and smiles, I just well up with tears and every milestone I will miss flashes before my eyes. Lots of encouragement and prayers needed, y’all.
So while I’ve got a couple post in drafts, including her 2 month recap, I’m soaking up every last moment I have with my sweet girl. Maybe one day soon I’ll get back here regularly!
18 Comments
Rebecca Jo Vincent
Bless your momma’s heart.
I always try to tell everyone – just think how GOOD it is for you to be back at work – it gives you the responsibilities of being an adult & adult interaction is needed – but its also good for Baker. She gets to be more socialized which makes a HUGE difference. & believe me, ain’t no one raising your baby like you & daddy do. Kids always know who their parents are & who to listen to & who to learn from. It’s instinctive. God made them that way ;) … it’ll be tough, but you’ll make it through.
PS – I swoon every time I see that head of hair!!!!
Paige @ Reasons to Come Home
Thank you so much for the encouragement! I’m just ready to get it over with.
Katie Elizabeth
Thinking of you, friend!! I can’t imagine how tough this is, but sending lots of prayers and good vibes your way! And her hair – amazing!!! :)
Paige @ Reasons to Come Home
Thank you! She’s got a crazy head full!
Perpetually Daydreaming
Aww mama! It is so tough, and still is, but it gets easier! Logan has learned so much from going to “school” as we call it and the social interaction for him is great! Hang in there! Hugs!
Paige @ Reasons to Come Home
It’s good to hear that it gets easier! Thanks for the words of encouragement!
Lisa Pray
Thinking of you, friend! Praying that your transition back to work will be smooth for both you and Baker!
Paige @ Reasons to Come Home
Thank you so much! It’s been easier than I thought it would be!
ElleSees.net
I promise it will get easier. I promise you and the hub will be her #1. She won’t feel like she is being raised by someone else, trust me, coming from a nanny perspective. Sending you lots of hugs! You got this!!
Paige @ Reasons to Come Home
This really is encouraging to hear! Thanks sweet friend!
Paige Gunter
I know that this has to be hard, Paige. I am sending lots of hugs and will be saying prayers. Your sweet girl knows she is loved.
Paige @ Reasons to Come Home
Thank you for the prayers! Day by day it gets easier and harder at the same time!
Julie Joy
I’ve been thinking about you! You never know, you may still be able to witness many first milestones with Baker! I was still working when R was learning to roll over/sit up/crawl and I would get so worried I would miss it and I got lucky and she only did these things at home in front of me! I hope the next few weeks get easier for you!! I’m sure Baker is in great hands!
Paige @ Reasons to Come Home
I missed her first laugh the other day but she did it again that night!
Kristen @ SYIAP
i hope the transition back to work goes well darl. i can’t imagine how hard it is. hugs to you!
Paige @ Reasons to Come Home
Thank you so much! It has been easier than I thought it would be!
Amanda
I hope the transition has been going okay for you the past month!
Paige @ Reasons to Come Home
It got a little easier but now seems harder, the older she gets. The Mom guilt and anxiety I experience is awful!